i feel like doing this now, but i don’t have enough plates.
what do you do when you don’t know what to do anymore?
when everything you touch turns to shit.
when you can’t do anything right.when you can’t be happy anymore. and anything that does bring you happiness seems to fade. your body just grows accustomed to it so that it no longer has the same effect.
life is closing in around you crumbling at your feet. a chain-reaction or domino effect making everything blow up in your face.
and yet, standing where you are, you’re not even really there. surrounded by friends you can’t laugh or smile and no one notices. completely numb to everything around you. let your personal pit of despair open up swallow you whole.
